Tuesday, October 27, 2009

BAD BAD SLEEP...))):

Hello!
I had a bad sleep last night! :( I only slept for a few hours, about 3-4h as I was "stress". It's in inverted commas as I do not even know I am stressed. At night, I keep thinking about my theory and notes keeping popping in my head! It is so scary till i cried. It's like, I am unable to sleep, my parents are unwell as they have cold and cough, so is Rebecca, my second sis, so they can't lie down on my bed with me. Anyway, I am so afraid I have insomnia or something. It's okay if you can't imagine the scenario, but I tell you-it's frightening. :0

I tried to read the Bible to sleep and to make me sleepy, but my dad chased me to bed. Unable to sleep, my mum patted me to sleep. However, once she left the room, I woke up again! Then I tried to sleep again in order not to bother my parents but could not, so i went back to their room. It was then my mum and I realised that I cannot sleep once I hear noise, so anyway she slept with me, on my small bed. :) At that time, it was already 12plus.

In the end, I managed to fall asleep, but woke up a few times, and needed my mum to pat me back to sleep. She sang this song that gave me comfort, but I forgot what it was. I only know the last few words are All Shall Thy. HAHA. (:

At that time, I realised that my parents does all means to take care of me, although she is sick, she showers unconditional love on me. I realised that all the scoldings, nags are not bad after all, as it is to our good and they care for me. (: I hope you do know how much they love you too!

Oh ya! And that night I dreamt that Rachel Lim didn't sleep the whole night! HAHA. As she is reknown for sleeping very late at night in real life, I dreamt about her. lol. She had really heavy eye bags and was carrying some books i think, so i think it was some exam, probably PSLE?? hehe. What a funny dream. :D

Okay, it is 6.05pm and I am feeling a little sleepy now, but I am trying not to take a nap in the afternoon just in case I am unable to sleep tonight again haha.

That reminds me. I have something to tell you! The day before the math PSLE exam, I drank 2 cups of coffee in order to stay awake. In the end, I could not sleep at night until 2plus. sad right? It's scary cos it's like your body is asleep but your mind is still working. I tried counting sheep to sleep but ended up thinking about Maths. And yepp, my mum and dad stayed awake to put me to sleep, gave me some drowsy medicine to make me sleepy. That night, my mum read Psalm 91 to me over and over again, and I recited it with her. I LOVE that chapter. "Psalm 91:2, I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress; my God in whom I trust." This is the verse I memorised ahha.''

Unfortunately, the night before the Science exam, I could not sleep well again! BUT i did not drink coffee, so i think it was not because of the coffee that i can't sleep after all, it is my psychological thinking. And you know what? I was thinking about Electricity then, and during the exam, a few electricity questions came out!!! :0

When I told my dad about this, he said that probably God was telling me to revise Electricity. HAHA. It's quite POSSIBLE, don't you think?

Melissa, Yi Ting and I are emailing each other. We are email pals! We used to be pen pals but it was PSLE so we changed to emailing. Anyway it is very fun, talking about ourselves and knowing more about each other.

Well, I have written quite a long post already, and today in school I did i-movie on our experiences in PL. In the end, we took many funny photos of ourselves (Rachel Lim, jiahui, Samantha and I as we were a group)and also a few group photos of the star programme. Yesterday, we had tea appreciation where we appreciate tea. Obviously.

OKAY! i gotta go now! BYE.

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